I’ve never really been turned on by a guy in person, just on porn. I have had moments where I’m like, “Huh maybe I am” but then I see a girl walk by that really catches my eye and I’m like there’s just no way I’m gay. I started fingering my butthole over the past 2 months but that led me to really get turned on by gay porn. It feels weird to say this out loud but this is a forum for this stuff.
It felt so wrong and it was so different, and I had been looking for other ways to pleasure myself because I was getting bored with the same old stuff. I watched it a few times and it didn’t really turn me but then all of a sudden, it started turning me on a lot. That’s how I’ve spent the most of my porn-watching life but over the past year, I have slowly gotten more curious about gay porn. I started off 8 years ago only watching lesbian porn.